I pretty much feel like all I do lately is sleep and work. Which is pretty much true. But hey, it’s a job, right? It’s always so amazing to me how the Lord works on so many different levels at the same time.
One day last month, we marveled at how much He’s been telling/showing us. The very next month we were in despair because He was so silent. It just didn’t click sometime that week…
You see, what He’s been sharing with us and teaching us, is in areas He thinks we need to work on.
But He’s so silent in the areas we seem to be desperate to have answers in. It goes back to His ways are not our ways. No matter how frustrating that is. And trust me, it’s really frustrating. He is silent in those areas because we’re on a need to know basis and we don’t need to know that right now.
It’s not because we’re in the wrong… or going the wrong way. We’ve been on the right track so far. Perhaps God keeps us ignorant because enlightenment might not help us or because we’re incapable of comprehending the answer.
So here I am again, Lord. Help me focus on that which you want me to focus on. And give me patience for that which I want to know about. Lord, I give you these feelings of being antsy, impatient, frustrated. I’m so sorry. Thank you for the wonderful things you’re showing me and putting in my path. In Jesus Name. Amen
